I've been there & gotten through it. First of all, you can't wait for the spark to come back...you've got to MAKE SPARKS. Don't wait to be turned on, don't expect to be attracted, just throw away all expectations. Get yourself all dressed up, lights some candles & get going, girl. I heard someone quote Dr. Phil recently..."When the sex is good in a marriage, it's worth 10% of the marriage. When it's bad, it's worth 90%!" It's so true. Sex is very important in marriage. But don't give up all the wonderful things in your marriage over this. The spark won't stay alive in ANY marriage on it's own. That ooey-gooey lovey-dovey stuff fades every time. Marriage has to be built on more & it seems like you've got that part down. So let's just get this bedroom stuff in order & spice up the marriage again.
Many people say marriage, in all aspects, is a 50/50 deal. I believe marriage is a 100/100 deal...even in the sex life. We shouldn't put in half, and expect them to put in the other half of anything in the relationship. We've all got to put in 100%, no matter what. If we wait around for the other person to "live up to their end of the deal" or change in any way...we'll be waiting around until the marriage ends. You've got to decide today...I WANT THIS TO WORK!!!
If we look at sex as something to RECEIVE pleasure, then it will be hard to find blessing in it. But if you consider it a gift to your husband, and you work to please him in that area, forgetting yourself, it becomes a selfless act of love for your man. That is when you will find true pleasure in sex. And yes...he should be doing the same for you, but you can't worry about that. Trying to change him or waiting for him to change is a deadend street. You've got to make this happen for yourself and your marriage.
And you'll have to give the poor guy a break. Men tend to be big and gruff...maybe he softens into childlike behavior as his way of being gentle with you. Try to embrace it and love him the way he is. My husband is a big, manly, gruff guy...but he baby talks to me when we're alone & doesn't even realize he does it most of the time. I believe it is their attempt at being tender.
It can be good again...it can be better than ever! So get crazy!! Go buy some nice slutty outfits (giggle), think about it throughout the day, then get ready to rock his world. Make a game out of it. Come up with new ideas and new things. He will wonder what in the world got into you. And nothing makes a man want to please his woman more than seeing her work so hard to please him. Just vow today that your sex life is going to be awesome, and then make it awesome!!!
Okay...I am so bad at getting a point across. Sorry to ramble. I hope something I said came across intelligently. Remember...God ordained sex as a beautiful act of marriage. He expects us all to please our spouses, and will bless our marraiges if we do. So go sex him up, girl!! I'll be praying for you!
C.